Caught in a moment

I never thought you were a fool
But darling look at you
You gotta stand up straight
Carry your own weight
These tears are going nowhere baby

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment
And now you can't get out of it

Don't say that later will be better
Now you're stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it


I received some feedback from some (read: Lyn) that my blog tends to be rather depressing. I guess that would be true due to my state of mind in recent months. I have been having problems at work, at home, my situation with Joyce and all. So I think I have lost that sparkle in the eye and the passion for things that I used to have. And more than anyone Lyn should know how much I am hurting now.

I used to be so easy-going and fun loving before. But now I tend to keep to myself and seem to be in a spiral of depression. I do not sleep or eat well anymore. I hit out at people who get on my nerves. I become impatient at others shortcomings. I do not have that same drive or passion for my work as I did before.

I guess the only person who can get me out of this rut I am in is me. I have to get myself back on my feet and find myself once again.