The dawn and the dusk

Well...since our last chat I have not met up nor had any sort of communication with Carolyn save a few smses here and there and on Yahoo Messenger. After the high from all we said that day it has all gone flat like a deflated balloon. I know she is busy with shifting and moving in to her new place but surely she could spare the time to call, sms or meet up at least once since then. I am not sure if I am ready for a so-called long distance relationship. She is a really nice girl and we do have lots in common to talk about but I want someone who is physically around and not just a part of my memory to be used for rainy days. I will give her time to settle her stuff and the space to live her life...for now. But this kind of relationship is not what I had in mind...