Building up burnt bridges

I guess I have been feeling down lately.

It all has to do with how Joyce has been treating me lately. She has completely ignored all my calls and SMSes since last Sunday which sucks. I hope that sooner rather than later she realises how what she is doing has hurt me. I do not deserve this especially from her.

Another thing that has been bugging me this week is the whole thing with Jackie. She is a good girl with a good heart. She means well but truth be told she really tries too hard which is what I cannot stand. I said some mean things and my actions lately reflect badly on me as a person. She deserves better. I went some way towards making it up to her by meeting her at East Coast Park. It was cool and we are cool.