down...so low.....

I think I am sinking into depression...

Joyce is still giving me the cold shoulder for whatever reason...

Poh is upset again because I went for dinner with Ana and Lyn. I do not understand why he hates me so much. Why is he threatened by little old me?? He is so damn bloody insecure. It is a wonder what Lyn sees in him. After this debacle I sincerely think he sucks. Pity Lyn does not see it that way and blames herself for 'being not sensitive enough towards poh'.