the heart of the beloved

Today is tuesday. Nothing significant in that.

Went with Lyn,Mrs Pay and Ana for lunch at Chong Pang.

Been pissed the last couple of days by people asking me for plants and stuff from my import inspection. The worst was when Mrs Pay tried to accuse me of being 'on' when I told her I would report the matter if anyone took any plants. I just cannot comprehend what my colleagues are thinking when they take plants home. Do they not know that it is paramount to corruption to take back stuff meant for official use? And if their indiscretions are found out some day who is gonna get their ass burnt? Ai Khim and I, not them.

As a result I was blacked-faced all morning. These are people who I would consider friends but they just do things without considering their actions could have dire consequences to me.

And all because of this it came about that Lyn got the impression that Ai Khim was the one that made me not bring her bicycle to the bicycle repair shop for some reason. As a result Ai Khim got a bad rap not of her own doing and I was left feeling disappointed that Lyn would imagine that I would forsake her because of something Ai Khim said. And another thing is how Lyn seldom if ever approaches me for help directly but uses Mrs Pay and Ana as mouthpieces. I told her countless times that if she needs anything at all,she can just ask. *sigh*

Lyn has no idea what I have gone through because of my relationship with her. My relationship with Lyn is probably the one I treasure most in this world even though lately we seem to have grown apart due to submission to Poh's wishes. But still...she is my sis,for better...or for worse.