another untitled entry

Funny how things never end up how we thought them to be
Silly how we let life slip through our fingers
What was once promise has now faded away
Feel so helpless, feel so hopeless

It was only my mistake, one mistake
Should never have let him do the things he did to me
Never should have fallen into his guilty trips
Made me feel smaller than I was

Now I am left here all alone
This life inside of me grows
My life getting smaller and smaller
Or so it seems
Oh, how low have I fallen?

Nothing makes sense anyway
Do not know what to do or what to say
Paying the price for a mistake not mine alone
All whom I thought were friends desert me in the end

I lose my strength,I lost myself
Somewhere along the way
Looking forward to the brand new day
As I lay my weary soul down to pray
Wish it was still my yesterday

My dreams I still dream
To the places I may have been
Things my own eyes have seen
Wonder what it all means in the end

Now I have to go
And dream my life up all over again
Wipe away the pain in these eyes
Or at least make a try

This life inside of me
Will someday be better than me
Be all the things that I wanted to be
Life still goes on even if we do not want it to
All because of you, all because of...you