a stream of consciousness

sometimes I wish I could do better sometimes I am just not good enough love her so much but I always seem to let her down i hate this feeling all i want is to make her happy but my hurt just wun go away need love and attention so close yet so far away feel so lonely at times dunno what to say or wat to do wish we will always be together but never apart want to all all i can to make her happy she is the most precious thing to me even if i dun say it often enough or maybe i say it too much looking fwd our lives together a family a life to be a good husband and a good father to give of my best to my family and my lovely wife to love her with every ounce of my strength and every part of my being to let love be our guide and to fill each day with love and joy no tears no more frowns no dark days to give my best to make her happy to open up my heart and myself top her to confide my deepest fears and pains to hug her to sleep at night to kiss her each morning to walk thru life knowing i am never alone not ever not even for a moment my greatest fear is to be alone to be lonely but sometimes letting go of the past is so hard you been hurt and dun want to be hurt again