argh! What a difference a day makes. Part 2

Niki still bothering me. She still does not get the message. She still asks what is the problem. The problem is HER! She is the most irritating woman I ever met. She yaks and yaks, so self-centered, too touchy-feely and worst of all she thinks that I am some sort of boyfriend. Sure we went out a couple of times. But those were some of the worse 'dates' I ever went out on. I felt so uncomfortable and couldn't wait for it to end. At the expense of sounding mean, I think I understand why her ex's left her. With her everything has to be on her own terms. The fact that she is not forthcoming and conflicted does not help any. A conversation with her is like playing hide and seek in the woods (pun intended). She never gets to the point and never considers the other party's interest or lack thereof. I am not big on looks but I do place a premium on character.

If ever I needed a solid reason for ditching a girl I have one now. Niki actually offered me 'sexual services' to cheer me up! I just lost any respect for the girl that I had before. I think someone like her is too cheap and lacks principles.

I had dinner with Lyn yesterday. I was supposed to go for Bible Study. And Lyn was supposed to go with me after Joyce could not make it. But we ended up shopping in the Marina Bay area instead. During dinner Lyn mentioned something about being disappointed that Joyce was not among the list of possibles as far as relationships go. Joyce has, is and always will be special to me no matter what happens. I doubt Joyce and I can ever reconcile because we have developed different goals. As long as neither of us is willing to bend to the other we can never be together. And I do not see that fact changing. Joyce and I will always be friends if I had any say about it. But I do see us having a relationship right now.

Speaking of Joyce, she called me up this morning. I think she has something on her mind. I am meeting her up later to hand her some photos and stuff. Maybe we can discuss things and clear the air then. My hunch is that a part of her misses me. The Bintan trip may have brought back fond memories of better times to her. But maybe later I can really get to the heart of the matter.