2 months we are

Tomorrow marks another milestone in the Agnes and Leon story. Tomorrow we commemorate our second month together. It does not seem like 2 months. Feels more like 6 months.Not that I am complaining. We have come so far in the 2 months we been together.

Been the best 2 months of my life, but the best part is we still have the rest of our lives ahead of us.

I guess it is timely now that I look back and see where we have come from and where we are heading to.

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I guess the best part is that we are more like buddies most times. She does not act like some delicate little flower, all helpless and in need of a knight in shining armour to save her from whatever. Not that I do not enjoy pampering her and making her feel loved. But it is very reassuring to know that even when I am not around that she is well capable of taking care of herself.

Of course with familiarity sometimes there may be contempt. We see each other almost everyday. We even meet up when we are not supposed to. Just cannot bear to be apart for too long.(This is the part where Nadia barfs and Hasli becomes nauseous).One concern I have and I am not sure if it is a good or bad thing is that I worry that we may take each other for granted. So far there is no sign of that. But remember we have only been together for 2 whole months. It is normal in most relationships to slip into 'cruise mode' and just settle into some sort of comfort zone when the little things do not matter and we both look at the BIG PICTURE and actually shift priorities to important stuff like: *cough* finances, *gag* family, *aacck*friends, *cough-cough-cough* career or *horror-of-horrors* our own needs instead of our partners!

I just do not want our relationship to de-generate into something less than what it is now. It is hard to stay focussed on each other when so many other things scream for attention too.

Another thing is that I find myself being overly protective of Agnes. It is like when we go out I always expect things to be perfect for her. And when things do not so as well as I expect i get all pissed and peeved about the service, the traffic on the road, the weather..stuff like that. kinda crazy when you think about it.Most times Agnes is not bothered by all of this, but I am. Quite uncharacteristic of me..

I do not know why I am writing this when things are going so well..

So I am ending this here then.

Happy Two Months dear. Love you...