The blog about nothing

The Bloggers.sg 2005 has come and gone and what a good time they had without me. Woulda been cool to have gone but I had to work in the morning so could not make it to the talks at Woodlands library. As for the actual convention, I was too knackered to go. And besides I got to spend a few quality hours with Agnes(and by extention her mum and dad at the hospital) so it was cool. Maybe I will go next year. Anyway it is not like I am a big blogger like Mr.Brown or Xiaxue. I would not know what to do with myself if I had gone. I am not quite the social butterfly as you can tell. Of course if nadia had gone with me it would be a whole different story.

Fuck Buddies. I guess to me it is just someone to talk to and throw ideas and emotions to. I just need to vent and have no where sacred in which to do it.

As my long time readers can tell the content of my blog has changed somewhat in recent times. It used to be more diarist and introspective before. but now it has become more 'comedic' and a platform for social commentary than anything. I guess much like Nadia, I do my best blogging when inspired by disappointment and depression. But life with Agnes has been peaches for the most part. Surely we have our ups and downs like any couple would. But it has been mostly ups rather than downs these last 5 months. Anyway Agnes has said that she often finds out things on my mind from my blog rather than directly from my mouth. I guess it is true to some extent. I feel much more free to express my thoughts and emotions at length here than in spoken words. But due to her observation,I have on some levels scaled back what I write here to avoid her making the same comments in future. Sad logic I know.

Speaking of which tomorrow is our 5th month together. This fifth month has been the most emotional one thus far. The two significant events that marked the month were the 2 nites we spent in Johore Bahru together and the Long Face fiasco. After those two nights spent together, we were closer than ever before. A perfect fit. Or so we thought. In a matter of a few days the other,uglier side of the coin was revealed when I got all sulky after I got upset with Agnes for making me go to a funeral wake with her parents. Two separate events both triggered by the same need for 'togetherness' but with highly contrasting results. I guess if the first had not occured I would not have so jealously guarded my time with Agnes which resulted in the second incident. Funny how life is sometimes.

Agnes dad and my dad have been in and out of hospital lately. Funny how eerily similar their conditions seem to be. As I write this my dad is at Raffle's hospital undergoing another round of test and Agnes's dad is at Changi General Hospital warded for his ailments. Here is to hoping that they both get well soon...

Spent most of sunday with Hasli. We went to scope out the cat show at Downtown East, had lunch at Changi Village, walked abit around Changi Beach, explored potential fishing sites at Tanah Merah, walked along East Coast Park and did some shopping at Woodlands. What a day! And all I wanted to do was sleep!

Camou's condition has stabilised, in that I mean he is not getting worse but by the same token he is not getting any better either.

The plants in my fish tank are growing well. Too well. It is now starting to resemble a forest of sorts.

My back and joints are starting to ache badly. Must be all the physical training I been doing lately. Something has to give sooner or later.

Been thinking about maybe getting a 2nd hand car instead of a new one. Most pondering on that to come.

NKF. What a week it has been. The trial..the public backlash...the mass resignations..the takeover...wonder what will transpire next?

Noel and Paula are on the rocks. So what else is new?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRUCE!

Did I mention tomorrow marks Agnes and I being together 5 months?

Must remember to post my pictures for my AA card and the 3 survey forms to AA tomorrow.Been long overdue.

Career?

Education?

Future?

Marriage?

*sigh*