Arrgh!

Was supposed to meet Jackie *sigh* for dinner today but in the end opted out. I was just too concerned about Lyn and my heart was not in it anyway.
Anyway we had agreed to meet for dinner despite the awkwardness.Awkwardness of what you may ask? Well on Monday she kinda confessed that she 'liked' me. But I do not like her in that way. So it woulda been kinda awkward to meet up so soon after that 'confession'.
Jackie is a real decent girl with a good heart.But I do not feel comfortable with her.In fact we do not really enjoy any sort of connection,at least on my part. She irritates me in so many ways.I just get so pissed with her at times. Maybe it is not her,it is me. But I cannot ever imagine being with someone like her.
I know it is unfair of me to treat her like this but I really cannot change how I feel. She does not do anything for me.Period.Probably no matter what she does or says can change my mind.
I do not even know if we can even consider ourselves friends...

Arrgh!