a message from her:

torn apart...My life is fearful and torturous..I prayed to get out of this..but i m still in it.I know not all things are meant for me but i m sad and frustrated y i cant give u my love fully as in the past....Something has been lost and I jus find that missing in us now...The problem is with me not with you...Ireally wished all these had not happened.I m still battling with it and each time I fail....I get more depress,guilty,fearful and confused...That resulted in what i m now....I hope i've explained in the correct way....I m really lost.....