Mosarella and Cheese

Joyce wanted to borrow my discman and my cd radio. So she came down to meet me at the office to pick them up. Too bad by then everyone had left. I know a few people who are dying to see Joyce after so long.

We both then drove to Sembawang Shopping Centre. I had wanted to try the new Mosarella and Cheese burger they had been hyping. We chatted about the events of the last few days and the days to come. It turns out that Joyce is going on a retreat tomorrow til Tuesday. More like like going into seclusion! She was gonna go somewhere where she could be alone away from everyone and everything. Shades of Lyn here. It is going to be a time of contemplation and self -appraisal. She is going to examine the events of the last few years, consider her direction in life and make decisions concerning her future. I guess she needs closure on this chapter in her life. She did not say where she was going. I just hope she finds what she is looking for while she is there....

Tigress news

Joyce...

Met her for dinner yesterday. I had planned to go to Buckaroo's but in the end Joyce decided that we should go to Bedok North as she felt like having local food. So typical of the woman. To just decide what has to be done without consulting me first. It would not even be an issue if she had just had the courtesy to ask me first instead of just dropping the sudden change in plans on me when she sauntered in.

I had got off work at 5.30 . Joyce told me she was gonna go home first to change and we would meet up at 8. So I was left with the 'life-altering' decision to either go home first or just hang around town til 8. I opted for the latter.

I drove to Sembawang, Jalan Mempurong to be more precise. I had been wanting to check out the latest developments at The Bottle Tree Club there. It turns out that it is still being constructed and a work in progress. I also took the opportunity to take a walk to the beach. Following the downfall earlier, the ground was rather soggy and muddy in places. Not much to see or do.

I then drove to the car park at Sembawang End. I just parked and reclined the seat to take a nap. Just about then two angels appeared, namely my beloved Lyn and Rachelle. It was so nice to just hear from Lyn. She was in town and was wondering where I was. We smsed to and fro as is our habit. It feels good when someone thinks of you. *sigh*
Rachelle actually called me on the mobile. She was apologetic that she was unable to meet me up that day. She was not feeling too good and was going to see the sinseh. At least she bothered to call. I really appreciate her consideration.

At round about 7 I set off once again, this time I took a tour of the Sembawang, Woodlands and Admiralty area. It may not sound very interesting to the reader but I enjoyed it in a perverse sort of way.

Pretty soon it was time to fetch the Queen from her palace. When I got there Joyce had not yet come down so I parked and took the lift up. Just as I got out of the lift I heard the familiar sound of a door opening. It was Joyce. A vision of loveliness...
She was more animated than usual on the way to dinner. She talked about her day and about just everything else. How i wish she could always be this way. In many ways she is still the same girl I fell in love with all those years ago. Yet now she is also different. She does not smile or laugh as much. I guess discontent and yearning for things you do not have can do that to you.

We ordered noodle, chicken wings and satay at Bedok North. After dinner we drove to Changi Point for a walk and ice-cream. It was good just talking and being together without getting at each others throats for once.

After it was all said and done I drove Joyce home. I walked her to her door and she gave me a bag of goldfish biscuits.

Sakae Sushi

Met Jackie for dinner at the Sakae Sushi at Heeren. It went well all things considered. She is ok, but not my type. We could be friends but I do not ever forsee myself in a relationship with her. I just hope I do not hurt her....

The dawn and the dusk

Well...since our last chat I have not met up nor had any sort of communication with Carolyn save a few smses here and there and on Yahoo Messenger. After the high from all we said that day it has all gone flat like a deflated balloon. I know she is busy with shifting and moving in to her new place but surely she could spare the time to call, sms or meet up at least once since then. I am not sure if I am ready for a so-called long distance relationship. She is a really nice girl and we do have lots in common to talk about but I want someone who is physically around and not just a part of my memory to be used for rainy days. I will give her time to settle her stuff and the space to live her life...for now. But this kind of relationship is not what I had in mind...

Everytime

Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

F**k it...I don't want you back

See i dont, know why, i liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, i loved you, now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, i wanna let u know that i feel


Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back


You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me, yeah
Ya burnt bitch, i heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave him head
Now ya askin for me back
Ya just another hag, look elsewhere
Cuz ya done with me

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

Ya questioned, did i care
You could ask anyone, i even said
Ya were my great one
Now its, over, but i truly mean im sad
It hurt real bad, i cant sweat that, cuz i loved a hoe

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

Where is the lion?

My last posts before today was on the 12th. I believe this has been the longest break I have taken from blogging since I started. Have I been away? Or have I been sick or indisposed? Nope....

Funny thing is that I have been infront of my PC every day without fail yet have not been inspired to write anything. Not that nothing has been going on in my life that is worthy of mention. Maybe a mega-blog is on the way someday soon....

Something I..errm...'borrowed' from my sis....

Guide to Surviving Your Girlfriend's Period

1. Reply all her smses ASAP. Cranky women are anxious women. So, chop chop, regardless of how benign or trivial her sms may seem.

2. Do not suggest things which you cannot or do not want to do for her. For example, when she is crampy, do not suggest that she get a massage unless you are willing to see her to actually give her one.

3. Do not even attempt to get into an argument with her. You'll be amazed what twelve hours of non stop bleeding can do to your normally sedate girlfriend.

4. Brace yourself for extreme bitchiness. Why? See reason above.

5. In relation to that, prepare yourself to get your ego trashed cos when she is fired up, she'll bring up every itsy bitsy thing you've done wrong.

6. Don't even mention sex in any shape or form. DON'T EVER.

7. We have a reason to be pretty darned emotional - that could have been a potential child which is draining out of us, you know how broody us women can get.

8. Don't even try to pretend you know what we're going through. Unless you've ever felt like sticking a vacuum cleaner up you to suck your innards out to stop the pain... I don't think so.

9. Tampons and pads do not constitute thoughtful presents.

10. Most importantly, NEVER neglect her. Be the perfect gentleman and remind her how much you adore her. Trust me, she needs it.